edward fox's reality

Rated TV-MA for Nudity. Mature Language. Mature Content. Viewing/Reading Disretion is Advised.

Before you start, I’m going to insert random pictures of people… that are just plain interesting, moving (as far as gets you to think … maybe because of what they are wearing [or aren't?!], how their emotions appear to me/us, etc), or provocative, or just plain hot!

****UPDATE: The infamous question(s): So who are these people? Do you know them?****

I know some of them. I don’t know some of them. I’ve fucked some of them. Take your pic. Good gracious! It’s adult night at my blog tonight.

Let’s talk about what I did Monday…

I woke up, early, on time. What a lovely start to the morning.

I ate two breakfasts… then went to my first period class. I got some work done (as I always do, you know!) I’m just loving this. Then, second period came, did no work, but that’s how I like it. Then, third period. Ah, the perfect period. There was this little freshman and I had alwyas looked over at him, thinking he’d be nice to talk to. (General Audience Note: Don’t make any assumptions…) Eventually he walked over to me, and we really didn’t talk that much. (This is all during PE, third period, mind you.) He sat next to me, sort of. Well, by the end of the class, he was. I felt this weird little connection, as if we wanted to talk to each other. Who knows? Maybe I’ll end up being his friend. Fourth period, I turned in homework with 2 words on it. I laughed, but I don’t know if Mrs. Welech did. Regardless, I thought it was still enterta

ining. I did my homework for today’s class, though. 3 pages of rambling things I really wasn’t interested in. I seem to be having a greater problem doing assignments that I have no interest in now than I did before. I guess I’m just becoming lazier.

I don’t ask for much in our large world. I just ask that you show me just a little respect and I’ll give you back more than you can ever imagine. If you don’t believe it, you must not believe in me. With that said, let’s ramble about what I did on Tuesday.

5th period was nothing special, if not boring. 6th period has crunch time with a project. We had 30 minutes to put a PPT together from previous classes of information we had gathered on a place that we would provide tour information to. That was interesting. Apparently I didn’t actually SEND the file in Digital Drop Box (Blackboard merda [my word for sh*t], don’t worry), and instead just PLACED it in there. She still counted it as on time, though, so that was pleasant. 7th Period was the class I actually did my homework in… most of it, so I felt accomplished once more. The previous day, for social reasons. Today, for intellectual reasons… life’s still going dandy.

When I got home I started doing the homework for English class… slowly but surely it was accomplished. I listened to LaunchCast, and wound up playing my favorite song… well, both of my favorite songs, for this month, anyway. My all-time favorite artist and songs are done by Ravers on Dope, so check that out.

Today had started off decently. I woke up on time and got out of the house about a minute late or so, so hopefully that won’t annoy the karma of the rest of the day. I get to do the same perfect alignment of periods 1-2-3 (let’s ignore 4 [English] and 7.. 7 = Nimitz, my last period every day–Orchestra)… we’ll see how well that goes. I heard that we actually have a *real* PE teacher! Oh joy! Now, this means our complete and total free time sessions every class period have come to a close… they will be missed, cherished, but I have more than enough haphpy elements to replace what will soon depart.

–> Ha! This is my update, as of … well, late at night. 3rd Period was horrid (Did I predict it or didn’t I?) … so was my morning once I got off the bus. Someone just pissed me off badly. It wasn’t funny, or cool, but rather, extremely offensive. He knows who he is, and that’s that.

During PE my friend wasn’t in there, so during lunch he wasn’t in there either, so I sat with basically all freshmen. Ow, the pain. And, then the freshman I liked most, decided to leave while I was in the food line and go to another table… Oh I felt incredibly loved.

It’s time for another rambling entry. Again, it’s taking place on the bus. So, what should this one be about? Maybe about… positivity.

When is positivity a good thing? When is it something that should not be had? Though no one’s an expert on topics such as this, I’ll attempt to perhaps clear it up just a little.

As many of you know, I used to be completely negative with all of my thoughts, even if they were coming from someone I cared about or enjoyed being around. I’m not going to name specific individuals, but specific situations might reveal such information. Regardless, the point of me saying this isn’t to show how I might have felt in a past situation, but rather, for other people to gain knowledge from my mistakes. Because, after all, you can’t learn only from your mistakes. You must learn from the mistakes of others as well. You simply can’t live long enough to make all the mistakes yourself, and if you do, you’ll probably end up killing yourself in the process.

Positivity is one of those things that we rarely see now. We’re naturally expecting something bad. This mindset is all too common among all age groups now. There are so many bad things happening around us in the world. Of course, this doesn’t entirely change our view on reality, but it certainly does change our way of thinking when it comes to making everyday decisions. Regardless of how small a decision may seem (we’ve all seen those time travel programs when someone goes back in time and accidentally steps on a bug!), it always affects the big picture. The big picture can be your life, your friend’s life, the world… how do we know? We don’t, but then again, we shouldn’t.

So why is thinking negatively a bad thing? From my previous point of view, I would automatically assume the worst. It would usually never happen, but then that made my future perception of the situation more positive, but still negative. The always-assume-the-worst might have been the best approach… safer, but was it? Besides medical studies proving that people who are generally negative in life will have shorter lifespans than people who are more positive, negative people generally just aren’t that interesting. Their wit and insulting comments may be cool, but at the rate that today’s generation is inhaling the ignorance (not literally! yet…) we’re moving at much too quick a pace to keep up with the balance of intelligence and stupidity. Intelligence being positive and asserting your thoughts accurately and stupidity being people who allow others to shape how they are and what they think. Yes, we understand peer pressure exists, but what is its purpose? Does anyone really WANT to be pressured? So, why do we all keep doing it?….

Peer pressure is certainly not anything positive, or anything to be happy with. I personally believe that in order to be happy, you have to think how you want to. Obviously, people who wear certain types of skater clothes to just be able to hang out with people that skate are not only pathetic, but they are also not thinking for themselves.

I don’t want to make this one too long, since too often I’m not a positive person. But, if you are a positive person, it may end up hurting you sometimes, but you will end up being happier because you were expecting satisfaction from a situation. If you’re not expecting it, though, doesn’t that sort of work against your efforts? Too often we think that we are the ones that are not good enough for someone, or not good enough to accomplish the task at hand. But who knows? We might just be the person that person wants and didn’t know it yet, or the person with new and innovative ways to approach the situation to make it work for you, us, and everyone…

The point? Dream big, accomplish on the same scale, and never underestimate. Anything is possible. Oh, and, learn from other’s mistakes because life is not long enough for you to make them all yourself.

Now, since I know we don’t all love reading large blocks of text, it’s time to view a few images of people. Be advised, some images contain mature material (hence the post’s rating), so viewer disretion is advised!

This took loads of time to find. I have larger versions of most images… If you are interested, drop a comment… or whatnot. If you think positivity is a nice thing, then comment about that, too.

Just, today went absolutely … crappy. Lol. No one really acts like they want to talk to me. *Sigh* Tomorrow is another day… another way. I wish Zack was here. =/
Hah. This is a nice way to end thuh night.

fckt3hDEA: well atleast you arnt dead?
fckt3hDEA: =)
INTELligence boi: aww

*Sigh*

Here’s myself.

So disturbing. I’m not all cool, and such. And I’m the only non-skinny person Haha. Later now.