edward fox's reality

Rated TV-14 for Mature Language. Reality. Oh how it pains me.

There always seems to be something cheesy going on in my life. So what’s going on now? It’s the fact that I can’t find someone that wants to be close to me, or exclusive to me, or worse, and in one case of what happened tonight, someone I was getting really attached to spontaneously admitted to making out with another person since the first day we met.

So here’s a newbie’s guide towards anyone who wants to date people. If you already made out with one person, and you meet someone new and you two have a semi-mutual attraction (it can never be entirely equal) towards each other, be nice to them and inform them that you are making out with someone else. Please? I don’t feel good tonight.

No one’s going ever care about me as much as I care about them, and if they do, I won’t care as much about them. It’s pretty pathetic. I copy/pasted this first sentence from an AIM window. Isn’t it sad, though? I wish I could find someone close to me that I shared interests with…

Why the fuck am I sitting my ass online, waiting for someone who hid something from me to respond? I guess it’s because I care that much. I’m that big of a loser.

That’s a mother-fucking turn-off for so many people. WHO GIVES A SHIT THAT I GIVE A SHIT? DO YOU? The people I want to care about don’t. Cal does. SAD! He’s STRAIGHT, and is my best friend, whereas the people I really like and care about more (unfortunately) don’t give a shit back.

HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT WORK, FAGGOTS?

I get so sick of life sometimes. I WANT SOMEONE HERE. Someone who can be a true friend.

Any takers?

I’ll probably take this down soon enough…