edward fox's reality

Editor’s Note: If you subscribe, you received my blog with a slight mistake. “increasingly effective” should have read “increasingly ineffective”. My apologies for any confusion.

Over the past week, I’ve become a gradually bigger mess, and I’ve been unappreciative of the people in my life. I don’t really plan on making this a big, long, blog entry… Idling on my errors will just make it worse.

My dad randomly set me off yesterday with a remark about my driving, then after a few moments of awkward silence, he asked, “What kinds of medicine are you taking?” … I am not blaming it on my prescriptions, but they are becoming increasingly ineffective. Not only do I feel drained of emotion, but I feel just as down as I did before. It’s a sucky world… and I just miss a lot of people who once were in my life and now aren’t. Time sucks sometimes… The delays before something else good happens hurts a lot sometimes.

Either way, I’m sorry to everyone who has felt the weirdness I have been radiating lately. Now, however, it’s time that I take my own time and do things for myself… For however long that may take.