Sliver…
Commenting is locked on this post, since it’s sort of just personal expression of thoughts.
So I have a sliver… of free time.
I have gradually been separating from the Me that I want to be, the past few days. I apologize… “to all of my friends”… You’ll never step foot in my room again.
No, I’m just being silly.
I’m being silly because I’ve been acting stupid.
How else can stupidity be responded to? My point exactly.
I don’t like that I beat myself up for little things. That’s what I think they are. Once I do that, they turn into big things… an evil snowball.
Sometimes, things just don’t make sense. I can accept that, and will try to more often, if not always.
However, I can’t do that if my medicine is working against me. Same old story, true, but I’m not going to get stuck with it.
This is one of those really random posts… That is all.
Again, I apologize to everyone I have been an ass to. I offended pretty much everyone in all of my classes today, and offended everyone yesterday, I’m sure, in one way or another. Again, I sincerely apologize. I don’t know what’s been up with me. Things are great, but sometimes, I just can’t feel that way.
We can’t all have great days, every day. But, as long we don’t idle on it, then we’ll be able to enjoy, at least, the rest of our day. That’s what I’ll try to do more. Never feel like I am ignoring something I have done wrong, friends, family, anyone and everyone. I know, and think about it. I just won’t let myself idle on it as I have in the past. It just makes things worse.
I want to do the right thing, so that is what I will do, to the best of my ability. I care, and can only care as much as I let myself, which is a challenge sometimes. Sometimes, I care too much… It’s always about finding that perfect balance.
Yesterday and today were not good days at all. I’m sure they’ll improve. They always do. They always will.