edward fox's reality

What a nice subject.

 Main reason for choosing it? It’s my new new favorite word. I typed new twice. That’s how new it is.

This post will probably be the biggest waste of your time. It’s just me rambling to my heart’s content–it’s what I do best.

A Jose Quote: “Frederick? Ramble? Never!”

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So how’s everyone doing? I feel like I’m having a nice face to face conversation with you. I am doing just fine. Rather bored, but happy. Pleased with pretty much everything.

There are a few things that are bothering me, but time will resolve everything. All my worries, complications, and dysfunctionalities of me and the world around me will soon dissipate.

My life is just plain peachy. I’m finally starting to realize that I don’t have to move in time incredibly fast, and try to do everything and have everything happen all the time. That made no sense to you, but made huge amounts of sense to me.

I’ll break it down a bit.

Before, I always tried to get everything done at the same time. Supposedly, people with ADD [or something like it] work better when they multi-task. Now, that’s dandy and all, but that certainly won’t solve my problems any faster. Why? Because I’m trying to literally do everything at the same time.Â

I had been trying to fix this problem on my blog for weeks, and all it took was some permissions editing on a folder and a file, a total of maybe thirty seconds of effort… and then it was fixed. That is why I like my new process of taking things slower, slowly, etc. Not only will this (oddly) increase my productivity, but it will also give me more satisfaction because I will finish things that I don’t want to do but know I must, so that I can move on and do the things I want to do and enjoy them without having things running through the back of my head, wondering when those problems will arise. Of course, they will be even bigger because I had been putting them off for so long, which is not something I want, but once I take care of it all, I will be happier and freer. Freeer? Anyway.

I’m going to change up my days of the week, but I want every day to be Relax Day. Not to be confused with psuedo Lazy Day, Useless Day, or the like, as relax will enable me to do more while doing less, and will make me happier, because I won’t be worrying about everything.

In conclusion to this messy mess, thank you especially [you know who you are] for being so good to me and helping me through all my messes. You are a wonderful person and I’m lucky to have you in my life. You’ve always been my best friend and much more, and have never let me down.

In regards to everyone else, and of course, I don’t mean everyone else in a bad way, thank you all for being my friend and supporting me through all my messes over the years. I think you’re finally going to be able to see the light and I will finally be able to be free… and I think you’ll like it, too.

Adios for now.