edward fox's reality

Rated TV-PG for Mild Language.

The highs were a bit higher today, but the lows a bit lower. Is that how life is? It just sort of seems to balance itself? I don’t know. At times, I wish I didn’t know, but I think, finally, it’s a good thing. This is what I call a “filler post.”

Last “episode”/blog entry, I wrote about some things that were a bit off with me. This time, I’m getting around to discussing more stuff which I think is affected by those things, causing me to act weird. Some of these things I don’t feel I will be able to change on my own just yet, but I think I will be able to handle most things.

Today, I really had nothing to do. Yes, I did quite a few sales, but otherwise, nothing. I used this time to think: think about what I am, was [if yet applicable], and want to be.Â

Habits: Those bitches! I was talking to Jose about old habits. Why exactly does it supposedly take longer to eliminate habits? I think habits are called habits in the first place because they are something we do not want to do, right? With that thinking applied, why is it, then, that the things that we did right in the first place were the habits before, and we had no problem with them, then we suddenly changed to a new habit, and want to break the habit. I would assume that breaking habits is a huge pain, right? Well…

Have a quote.

“emo boys say what they mean, mean what they say and never say anything mean…”

Hah. Yes, that quote may have seemed really useless, but sometimes, in life, just doing it for your own satisfaction is what to do best. [Follow-up from previous post!] Moving along…

Habits are weird. I didn’t realize that it would be so easy to break a habit, but just like that, I broke my negative habit. It is weird… and the thing that it takes the most of is thought. Next, it takes effort. Most importantly, you need willpower. Yeah… It won’t happen all the time, but the important thing is to make an effort. I must continue to add to my list, because there are many things that I want to change, and what better time to do it than the present? (;

Peep this! [I'm sorry; I'm horrible with puns.]

 Gotta love DeviantART.

Well, I’m really tired, but I want to finish this up. Even though my day seems weird, I think, eventually, all will be for the better. Until tomorrow, when I write something genuinely interesting. I don’t expect many comments… or do I?