edward fox's reality

It seems that college shouldn’t be too much of a challenge…. I think the biggest problems will involve people, not just the classes themselves… I asy that a lot, don’t I?

Aside from that, I am dealing with a new issue with a new friend–someone I really enjoy talking to, Jose. Ah, yes–Jose is an awesome guy. If you are a frequent visitor to my blog, you know that I have developed a pretty well-trademarked personality… I have a powerful sarcastic sense of humor, while maintaining a side of me that proves that I do care about people. Regardless, I know that it’s hard for me to find someone that connects with me… One perfect (literally perfect) example is the one and only Zack! He is the best guy on the face of this planet– just like Jose… and right below me, of course. No no– I kid on the latter. They both get along with me perfectly, which is rare for me to say I have not argued with someone. I feel like I could talk to them forever when I am with either one… this presented six or seven (including zero–an inside thing) “Conflicts of Interest.” Some things are just meant to be private, especialyl when it potentially involves your favorite dude in the whole world! =P

But enough rambling about the most awesome people in this world… I <3 that emoticon (thing)… So yeah. Did I forget what I was going to say?… Blah. Oh yeah. Hmm. *JOSE IS F&&KING AWESOME!* I was on the phone with him for not one, not two, not three, four, but four and a half hours. I finally was asleep around 3:45AM… Waking up 3 hours later, however, was so uncool. My first class of the day always bores the shit out of me and makes me so damn sleepy. It was particularly worse this morning because I had forgotten my cellphone– Argh! I was planning on staying occupied with people through phone conversations and text-mesaging…but as you guessed, mostly Jose. =P I called him up from a friend’s phone, so that it wouldn’t seem like I was ignoring him, since I obviously couldn’t use my own.
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So now, I want everyone to ask themselves, “Why are you telling me little, insignificant details about your life?” Well, there are a few reasons. I write this for you to read, but I also write it for myself. I WILL throw things in on random blog posts as a personal record-keeping guide. there are a lot other things that have happened over the past few months, which might have had my attention for a decent number of days or weeks, but it caused no change in my life after it was all said and done. One example would be having a problem with a friend. If that went on and it was resolved, or I felt it would be resolved during the conflict, I wouldn’t talk about it and put extra stress on the situation, like I have seen many people do on their Xangas/POS-blogging-impersonator sites. I know I coomplain a lot, and am well aware of it… but what is the point of not talking directly to that person about your problems? Why must you instead tell the world? Most of that world doesn’t even care about your problems. They just say “awww” and “I hope life gets better” while staring at your beautiful hotness that is your Photo-Shopped display picture…

See, that’s why I <33333 Jose’s and Zack’s personalities, because they both remind me of… well, me! My friend sounded concerned when we were talking about people with similar attributes dating. He said that it would be like dating yourself and (simply put,) “Who wants to do that?”… But then I thought about what he said. Me? Thinking? *GASP* indeed… I then realized that I think it would work out great, because the only true similarities are our bitchin’, cruel, wretched senses of humor, thickly coated with sarcasm and an “I-don’t-care” cherry to top it all off. Such a beautiful extra-large banana split sundae … I proved my point by talking to someone with a personality like me… for 4 1/2 hours after that brief discussion. Note to Self: Worth the risk, because there is none. We are perfect together.