edward fox’s reality

Yess kiddo thanks for making me a account!

yay and the last comment was better sucks that I didnt save it!

i also wish you all of luck with mr.daniel!

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Editor’s Note: This post was written by Chris C. Check his MySpace out; find the link on the right of this entry.

I guess the best category for this blog entry would be “life,” right? :]

I am happy to report that I am, er, happy, and it’s all because of Daniel.
It’s pretty great how life can be!

Daniel makes me happy. I can’t wait till I can see him this weekend!
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Just thought I’d update everyone!

That’s how I’m feeling right now. I’m not really sure what’s going on. Being clueless is fruitless, but it’s all about that damned DVD scene from two posts ago.

Right now, I want to step away from my life, and live as someone else. I don’t feel like I’m worth anything at the moment. It sucks pretty hard.

That’s why I’m begging to come across a fast-forward button for the world around me… But that won’t happen. I’m just hoping the future will be better than the past.

Yep, let’s hope…

Life, it’s killing me.

There had been hacks before so that people could download artist’s tracks from MySpace even though the ubiquitous “Download” link was nowhere to be found. Now, MySpaceValley.com offers a solution for those of us who wish to violate copyright laws in the United States and other countries. Without further ado, here’s the link:

http://myspacevalley.com/mp3dl.php

It’s really simple. All you need is the URL of the artist’s page, and then you will be able to select the MP3’s that artist has available for download. I have heard this site’s script works with Windows computers running Internet Explorer and Mozilla, but failed on Mac OS X systems running Safari. Hopefully it works for you!

Happy pirating. Kidding!

Note: I do not condone the illegal transmission of copyrighted material. Provided for educational purposes only and should only be used on files that you are able to download through the regular “Download” link method.

 Rated TV-PG for Mature Language. Hooray, right?

Now that you’ve read that language warning, I can give you the whole title of what I was going to write as the subject: “Trapped in Shit.” That’s what it feels like sometimes, when everything feels like it is not going my way. For the moment, it isn’t. I feel like I have failed. FAILURE = ME. Woe is me, and all that other depressing shit. Oh well? Oh well.

I know that sometimes life is not the way you want it to be, but I just wish it wouldn’t all come falling down on me, or at least have the illusion that the world is ending. Is it? It feels like it. I know it isn’t, but that doesn’t change how I feel. Even when you know you’ll survive that surgery, it still freaks you out to go into the operating room to begin with, doesn’t it?

Life is like that sometimes. As my [old] psychiatrist once put it, “The brain has a natural ebb and flow to it”… I guess life would be like that, too. I just want more happy ebb and less painful flow.

It’s amazing how one event can just snowball into a disaster. I don’t like winter anymore. Where’s Spring?…

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That would have been a beautiful ending. Alas, it was too emo. I’m not really feeling that emo. I just want things to go my way. They do, sometimes, but not usually, and that bothers me. I guess I can’t be too greedy. I should just wait for the good part of the movie… that next DVD scene I’ve been longing for. Yep, that’s the stuff right there.

Ever gone to a restaurant where they had fortune cookies? Of course you have. I thought these cookies’ messages, however, were particularly meaningful. Have a look for yourself!

This was what I was presented with from two separate fortune cookies, while sitting next to the great guy I’m dating, Danii! [B] [MS] I had never opened a fortune cookie with any message like that, let alone two of them in a row. I don’t know… maybe it means something. I’d like to think so! :]

It’s always great hanging out with Danii. You never know what’s going to happen next, and he’s so relaxed and laid back that I’m comfortable with whatever happens (or doesn’t).

Life is what it is, and it’s what we make of it. Sometimes, you have to take risks. You have to believe that maybe there’s someone trying to tell you something, and that something may be real. Maybe this is what we’ve hoped for all along…

<3 you Danii!

Also, something too cool to take note of…There’s only one number in common on both fortune cookies, Danii’s age! :] Cool…