edward fox's reality

I’m slowly trying to… purge, that’s a good word; I’m purging the past. Not necessarily an easy task, but certainly not too much of a challenge for someone like me.

Let’s face it– on a daily basis, I put myself in awkward positions so that something is guaranteed to go wrong, and when I’m not in a mood to deal with it, it comes and finds me.

Though the latter rarely happens, I’d like to see both not happen at all. The world is not a perfect place, but that doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t have to do my part to please others.

Too often, I go about pleasing myself. If everyone was to do that, well, we’d all be happy with ourselves (which I am), but others who are less fortunate to not accomplish their task, and are too busy worrying about people like me, wouldn’t feel as happy.

Basically what I’m trying to say is, I believe I’ll give being nice another shot. It was painful the first time; too often people ignored me, or at least, it felt like they were [whoa, I accidentally typed 'feeled'--Don't I feel hispanic X_X]…

That doesn’t mean I’ll lose my edge; It just means I’ll try to use a little more tact around the general population. However, if I know you can tolerate my mass loads of insults, I won’t hold back. Well, I may, but it’s only so that I can be a more relaxed person. Being borderline ADD doesn’t help. Having people that say they were your friends only to say they never were doesn’t help. Oh wait, only one person has done that. ,,!,, to them. That’s what I call purging the past…

It’s pretty quick! Just like emptying the Recycle Bin on your computer…

Or is that because I’m evil? Anywho, I’ll try and relax, cut back on my derogatory remarks about, say, EVERYTHING and EVERYONE, and see how that turns out… I’ll update you all in a few weeks.

This is going to be one hell of a ride

I may make another entry about how I’ve felt about certain people lately… or I’ll just add onto this one. Who knows?

OoOYaRightThere: just so you know, I commented
Intelligence Boi: fascinating
OoOYaRightThere: meh not really
Intelligence Boi: LMFAO
Intelligence Boi: nice comment
OoOYaRightThere: I try
Intelligence Boi: that’s what I had said to him as well
OoOYaRightThere: haha really?
Intelligence Boi: oh yeah
Intelligence Boi: INTELligence boi: Stop trying to be sarcastic
INTELligence boi: Look who you’re talking to
INTELligence boi: come on man =)
Intelligence Boi: I hate it when people try and argue with me
Intelligence Boi: and they cannot spell
OoOYaRightThere: well it was really obvious he was trying to use that snide, i dont care about you sarcasm that you have perfected
Intelligence Boi: mhm
Intelligence Boi: except
Intelligence Boi: he rambled on without end
Intelligence Boi: i simply say a comment adn shut up
Intelligence Boi: and let the other side ramble away
OoOYaRightThere: which is why it was so sad
OoOYaRightThere: It was the novice trying to take on the master
Intelligence Boi: hahaha
Intelligence Boi: I was teaching him how tobe an ass, too
Intelligence Boi: a week or so ago
OoOYaRightThere: looks like he has alot to learn
Intelligence Boi: he wasn’t ready for public display yet
Intelligence Boi: yes
OoOYaRightThere: especially against you…tsk tsk

I love how my life can be summed up with clips of AIM Logs!

–Edit 3/6/05 @ 4:51PM–

Rated TV-14 for Mature Language. Mature Content. Oops!

HtCdAc: I love you
INTELligence boi: argh
INTELligence boi: repaste what you just said
INTELligence boi: i was closing someone else’s window
HtCdAc: [21:54] HtCdAc: fucking dickless shit eating cracker white bitch faggot
[21:54] HtCdAc: I love you
INTELligence boi: Lol
INTELligence boi: Yay!!!
HtCdAc: (not really)
HtCdAc: LOL
INTELligence boi: I know
HtCdAc: anyway, fuck off now
INTELligence boi: Why are you saying that to me?
INTELligence boi: You’re the one IMing me…
HtCdAc: random stuff
HtCdAc: bored, you might as well entertain me
INTELligence boi: I offered you a break from me…
INTELligence boi: Want me to withdraw that offer?
HtCdAc: I said entertain me, I didn’t say for you to talk to me again
INTELligence boi: All right. Since you’d rather stare at a wall, I’ll provide the finest form of entertainment….
INTELligence boi: …Silence. Enjoy.
HtCdAc: thanks
INTELligence boi: And, if I were you, I wouldn’t continue this…
HtCdAc: umm you know… you can’t really hear words… nice
INTELligence boi: I’m fairly relaxed… but that won’t stop me from punching you, seriously….
HtCdAc: lol
INTELligence boi: I can only take so much mierda from one person.
INTELligence boi: =/
HtCdAc: aw im sorry
HtCdAc: wait, no im not ^_^
HtCdAc: lmfao
INTELligence boi: Stop trying to be sarcastic
INTELligence boi: Look who you’re talking to
INTELligence boi: come on man =)
HtCdAc: hey, at least you’re entertaining me
HtCdAc: so its all good
HtCdAc: at least you’re worth for something
HtCdAc: (no offence)
INTELligence boi: *sigh*
INTELligence boi: Offense*
HtCdAc: =D
HtCdAc: same difference
INTELligence boi: how many people know you wanted to make out with me?
INTELligence boi: and “always have”
HtCdAc: pretty much everyone
HtCdAc: because I love you
HtCdAc: omg
HtCdAc: omg
HtCdAc: I also want to make out
HtCdAc: with mr creeger
HtCdAc: and… my dad
INTELligence boi: Lovely!
HtCdAc: word
HtCdAc: lol I like cheese
HtCdAc: lol
HtCdAc: lol
INTELligence boi: Sine everyone already knows, I guess I could post it on my site or something.
INTELligence boi: Since* too
HtCdAc: yep
HtCdAc: go ahead

I know; It doesn’t end. Why does he continue IMing me?

Rated TV-14 for Mature Language; Reality; Mature Content. Reading Discretion Strongly Advised.

HtCdAc: One thing, I can’t believe you could chance… I don’t know what I did to you. I don’t know what I said to you. I tried to hold our so called “friendship” together, and yes, im such a dumbass for believing you. But now that I know, there is no way you can change, if I have a life or not, its none of your concern. Now please, get out of my life, because you’re not making it any better.
INTELligence boi: Lol
INTELligence boi: Later
INTELligence boi: That’s so fuckin blog-worthy.
INTELligence boi: Thanks, boi.
HtCdAc: What is the smiley for?
INTELligence boi: You’re fuckin hilarious man.
HtCdAc: Wow, im impressed by the lack of your care.
HtCdAc: heh
INTELligence boi: Not really.
INTELligence boi: Just to see that I no longer care for you since you didn’t seem to care for me.
HtCdAc: Ever heard of sarcasm?
HtCdAc: yeah
INTELligence boi: And, recalling the past doesn’t renew friendships.
INTELligence boi: “Remember when I didn’t want to hang up?
INTELligence boi: ”
INTELligence boi: I don’t care about the past
HtCdAc: thats nice
HtCdAc: who does?
INTELligence boi: I’m sorry that you had to deal with me, seriously.
INTELligence boi: You don’t understand. I think you’re a really nice person
HtCdAc: I tried
INTELligence boi: I just have incredibly strict standards man
HtCdAc: and so I thought the same
INTELligence boi: It just.. didn’t seem like you care
INTELligence boi: I’ll still love you,but, too much nonsense
HtCdAc: well, maybe because I don’t like you like you like me?
INTELligence boi: It seems like we bitch more than we’re happy
INTELligence boi: I don’t like you like that dude
HtCdAc: right
INTELligence boi: …
HtCdAc: iether way
INTELligence boi: *sigh*
INTELligence boi: fuck off now.
HtCdAc: same
INTELligence boi: You’re ignoring what I’m saying, and I now give up.
INTELligence boi: I will not tolerate that. Please leave.
HtCdAc: well there is nothing to explain
INTELligence boi: I will not tolerate that. Please leave.
HtCdAc: everything is fucked up now
INTELligence boi: I will not tolerate that. Please leave.
HtCdAc: lol
INTELligence boi: I will not tolerate that. Please leave.
HtCdAc: lmao
INTELligence boi: =)
INTELligence boi: Who cares if it’s fucked up?
HtCdAc: I do
INTELligence boi: Let’s face it; I’m going to go out with Karla eventually.
HtCdAc: thats nice
INTELligence boi: I guess so.
HtCdAc: mhmm
INTELligence boi: She entertains me…
INTELligence boi: It’s nice.
HtCdAc: Uhh… Right
INTELligence boi: I loved you when you weren’t around other people
HtCdAc: well im not yours
HtCdAc: so im sorry
INTELligence boi: You just act so totally imbecilic around others, lmao.
INTELligence boi: but that’s still not it GEEZ WTF
INTELligence boi: I still don’t know.
INTELligence boi: Obviously one person cares more about the other
HtCdAc: right
INTELligence boi: that’s the only thing I can think of
HtCdAc: anyway
INTELligence boi: Want to type another large pargraph and make it emo again?
HtCdAc: It was a waste of time talking to you, but you were entertaining
INTELligence boi: Saying I can’t “change” is bullshit and you know it
HtCdAc: no thanks, why type it when im gonig to ignore it anyway?
HtCdAc: =)
HtCdAc: besides I have no time for you, I’d rather stare at the wall
INTELligence boi: I know that means nothing to you
HtCdAc: so anyway
INTELligence boi: well then, sorry you feel that way.
INTELligence boi: Btw, you’re mexican; you can’t pull off smooth sarcasm.
HtCdAc: and I care because?
INTELligence boi: That’s my only insult to you. Feel special.
HtCdAc: thanks
INTELligence boi: anyway.
HtCdAc: I take that as a compliment actually
INTELligence boi: I don’t know why you made the big dramatic statements
HtCdAc: maybe because I don’t want you to fuck around with my friends
INTELligence boi: I’m all confused, etc, that you would make a big deal out of anything I can do
INTELligence boi: Who? Gilbert?
HtCdAc: oh wow gilbert
HtCdAc: don’t be such a dumbass
INTELligence boi: The guy who talks about you?….
HtCdAc: see there it goes again
HtCdAc: im a dumbass
INTELligence boi: and says you make him feel uncomfortable?
INTELligence boi: Stop acting like you’re smarter than me *sigh*
HtCdAc: I don’t even know why im even talking to you, you’re not worth of my time
HtCdAc: anyway
INTELligence boi: Then depart.
HtCdAc: thanks for getting out of my life
INTELligence boi: That’s what people hate about me. I give into their demands
INTELligence boi: Yw!
HtCdAc: I hope I never see you again =)
HtCdAc signed off at 10:28:45 PM.

Look who loves me!

You know, what’s sad is that people say things like that to me… and … oh well. =)

Isn’t it nice how I let him say everything while he decides to block me?… Truly, for someone to say that I’m not worth their time, well, that’s mierda. Thanks, love.

He just IMed me with his other SN:
sumrandomd00d: oops didn’t finish saying your sentece? too bad

Lol. Oh my; You’re in control so much…

What I love is, his life is gonna suck major fuckin’ ass. He’s failing all his classes and is being kicked out of the Academy. God that’s so awesome. Not really, but, What Goes ‘Round Comes ‘Round. I’m sick of this bullshit, and I won’t have to deal with it that much longer.

I’m just glad everything’s been revealed now…

Oh, and I have a 50 in English for the Six-Weeks. Hawt, eh?

Off I go.

Zack’s t3h man =) Almost a year in a month and a few days

Antonio entertains me

Chris still entertains me even though he acts like he hates me (I’m a weird creature)

Kathryn is an amazingly entertaining girl :rawr:

Karla, well, I don’t need to say more, love