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Not much to comment on today. Had to get a lot of work done. I was finally productive in ENG for the first time this whole six-weeks…

Not much to report. The tornado warnings and such while driving were annoying. I had no music to listen to for about a minute! :bawl:

Hah. Anyway, I guess I’ll just close by … apologizing for the server downtime. My computer likes doing strange things. :dodgy: Sorry!

I don’t really have much to comment about today… I got some of my work done in ALGII, cleared up the Physics assignments that were due, aaaaand I did some homework so I’m feeling good about myself!
Also, my server was down for a few hours. At first I had virus issues, then trojan issues, then it was totally screwing everything up… So I had to reinstall Windows .NET! I am sorry if you attemped to access the site and it was not working. I now realize that if I am running a server, it is a good idea to have a firewall.

Updates can always be accessed here: Updates Link

I really don’t think today was cool at all. Nothing really happened. Things didn’t really go as I planned for them to. *Sigh* That’s all for tonight.

[Blog Info: I upped the # of posts per page from 10 to 15. We'll see how badly my bandwidth takes a hit. ]

Also, the server was down for about an hour. I installed Windows .NET Server 2003 Enterprise Server Platform Edition *yawn– takes too long to type that out* and it appears to run smoother than WinXP Pro… We’ll see, however, how long I can live without sound.

For ADULT LANGUAGE (Do not ignore warnings.)

Well, at least you’re one of the weakest links.

Regardless, I am getting sick of people thinking they can just throw opinions into my face without reason. Why do they think it’s OK? They’ve had the same thing happen to them numerous times, and what– It’s time to get revenge? I have never thrown an opinion at someone. I may express what could possibly happen, based on facts of what has occurred in the past– not just with that person but with that situation.

Anyway, if you’re going to say anything about Zack, even if you are just joking, I will _not_ speak to you until the end of the school year (June 3rd @ 12:15 PM), effective IMMEDIATELY. If you annoyed me today, this is in effect. Did you irritate me yesterday? You have one more chance.

Allow me to explain why I am taking such drastic action. It’s amzing how much I have in common with Zack… When I say this, I say it with more emotion than I can possibly with any person I’ve ever known, so BLAH to you losers who think it’s wrong to actually care for someone without being in a RELATIONSHIP, ALL RIGHT?! If you think you have to be in a relationship to have someone care for you, Wow! are you off. That’s OK– You’re like a lot of people.

No one has ever treated me with such respect, nor have I ever gotten along with someone so well, and for all the people who might be thinking weirdly, Zack is straight… as to fend off any weird thoughts you might be having (redundant, oh well). I just… I’m just getting offended big-time when people are saying things they really shouldn’t be.

It’s just wrong. So stop. Am I disappointed? Yes. Saddened? Yes. Angry? Maybe… But happy to know I have a friend like Zack? Fuck Yes.

Also, I’m not sure if anyone realized that I’m not as volatile… Sure certain things may annoy me, but unfortunately I don’t think that aspect of my life is going to go away any time soon. Anyway, I hope that I will be considerably nicer to anyone that is nice to me… I know a lot of people used to be, and some people still are; Those who have (AMAZINGLY! ) still put up with me will be the first ones I’ll be willing to be nice to. Jessica says I ‘hurt’ her a lot (not emotionally; don’t worry kids) but I don’t think I do.

Like this entry, some people just need to express what they are feeling. Without expression, people aren’t changed. Without change, the world stays the same. If it stays the same, we are all doomed…. If we’re doomed…

First of all, need a motivational boost? Here:

I am having a really boring day in AP US History… I’m trying to update this before I get home and whatnot… I have a boring project to do in my Speech class and I need to get on it!

Anyway, I have free time next period, so maybe I will get some Algebra II and Speech work done…

*sigh* I wish I lived near zack. he really does keep me entertained… and, if you didn’t read the last post, I am getting rid of the private weblog and it will just be posted here. I don’t really believe in hiding things… However I may find some other purpose for the private section in the future, such as maybe an attached (and actually private) file linked from the blog… Like this one: Link to someSNhere’s conversation (demo only, really)

Randomly Unimportant Log:
Intelligence Boi: she said she wants to pat your ass afterschool
Intelligence Boi: so be ready!
DeMoNClOwN06: lol
Intelligence Boi: she said you have buns of steel
Intelligence Boi: she is quite a catch. lol
Intelligence Boi: or in your case, a grab
Intelligence Boi: hehe.

Well, some people are expendable, and such is fine. As long as I have my best friend Zacko it’ll all be OK.

Tonight is a great night… I am still behind on certain assignments! I just realized I have a test tomorrow *ack*… So I will try and study for that on the bus ride over to ACAD tomorrow… Hehe. Not much to add tonight; Usually if I don’t have a lot to say, it must be a good night… Well, the rest is private. I’m going to dump the private weblog. I think this is intimate enough. It’s not like this is the MSN.com homepage or something…

All righty, that’s enough for today, kids! I’ll see ya later!

Woo! In this month alone, we have used 1GB of Data Transfer to serve the site. Quite a bit for something running off my own server! Check it out for yourself:

You can access the site statistics at any time: Webalizer Link. Use, but please do not abuse. Site stats are updated every 30 minutes, on the hour and on the half-hour, unless something weird happens with my computer, which that should not happen.

Anyway, I will post something about how I am doing lately in a few minutes. Also, I made the sidebar a PHP include file (meaning I don’t have to update the side-bar content separately on each blog style) (here)… It looks ugly, but that is because CSS Styles aren’t applied Fun fun. Like I said, I’ll post again a little later. Till then, enjoy your night!

To support the idea that not everything I do is dark and depressing…

It is synchronized with this page, which is why you will see this blog post on that page, too! Have a great day.

Months… And I do mean *MONTHS* AGO (as in, before Winter started), I ordered a PPV event… All right so after the movie (“8 Mile”) ended, they gave a site you could go to and you could win some prizes or whatever. One of them was to meet Eminem personally, but the other one…

Was to win this new CD. It’s called “50 Cent DVD – The New Breed” or something. I came home today and here was this lovely package from Universal Studios. I’m too excited!

No, it’s not the fact that I wanna be blingin’ with 50Cent and Eminem. It’s the fact that I won something… and I didn’t even have to drive anywhere to pick it up, or enter!

If you want to get in on the fun… http://universalppv.net runs contests occasionally. To show how pimp I am, I took a few shots with my digicam:

http://drnx.net/~temp/prize_letter1.jpg
http://drnx.net/~temp/prize1.jpg
http://drnx.net/~temp/prize2.jpg

Enjoy!

That pretty much described this weekend, so let’s do a quick re-cap.

On Saturday morning, was sorta slow, didn’t do much. Went out, bought a few things, then took a short nap, talked to zacko and whatnot, worked on site, and bought a domain. Stayed up till midnight or later talking to him on AIM on Saturday (into Sunday) and then slept…

Unfortunately, what happened on Saturday around 5:00 started this thing which lasted almost all rest of the weekend, till I started talkin to zack again… dayazum it’s always nice to have someone to talk to when you aren’t feeling great, and I would now like to tell a certain someone to never talk to me again! That person knows who they are, and I’m sure my life will be much better without me ever even thinking of them again!

Moving into Sunday, I woke up sort of late… from the start, Mom was juss complaining non-stop about everything I did, which (amazingly!) was not pretty… then some people I was talkin to on AIM weren’t really talking (not their fault though) and I had to go do lawn and garden stuff… weirdly enough, so did Zack! So interesanté! Heh.

However, it ended great… To sum it up I’m pleased with the domain and Zack’s still entertaining me! Have a great week, everybuhh-deee…