edward fox’s reality

I’ll post something about my day later, but first… Just for all the n00bs out there… the whole internet doesn’t accelerate right when you get hi-speed internet. I have a 3mbps line and I got speed like this today from freewebs:

Go figure.

You are too entertaining. For those of you who don’t know (hmm), Zackie/Zack is my best friend. Unfortunately, he lives a good distance away in North Carolina! I talked to him on the phone and apparently we have shizit in common and get along great, soooo umm… he doesn’t like NC so he should come live with me! It rhymes and it’s true. Yay!… There is more to report for now. The site is becoming really difficult to keep up with… I’m just too lazy and try to do a lot but some of it ends up becoming delayed. I went out to Braum’s. Yes, I was social today. Someone tell me what is wrong with that sentence…. Out! :)/:D

Yesterday was somewhat annoying, but today went great. There isn’t much to report… Anyway, hope you are all enjoying my blog, because I am sure there is at least one interesting thing in here that you did not know about me!

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I’m supposed to be going somewhere tonight… eh. I got off the phone with zack a few mins ago… it was nice. He still entertains me! That is enough for now, kids. G’bye!

Despite mounds of problems today, and the intense boredom of TAKS, today has been a nice night… somewhat productive and very exciting! Not much to report tonight…. uhh I can’t wait to talk to Zackie eventually on the phone. It should be interesting. lmao. Out!

Also, ANYONE IN A RELATIONSHIP, or anyone thinking about one, or anyone wondering about simply WHAT WENT WRONG…

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Interesting! (Above, Link)

Certain things make people realize that others care about them more than they think. If you think someone doesn’t care about you, first, think about their position. What’s possibly going through _their_ mind? Maybe you haven’t done your part in a friendship. Having relationships (not sexual, talking about friends…) is a beautiful thing. We just need to know how to handle them appropriately…

Lately, I had been feeling sort of crappy, mainly (if you must know or even care enough to continue reading this sentence) because I think no one really wants to talk to me, and a number of people proved that otherwise. Most don’t even know it, but if they read this…. thanks

Have a great night and day, and enjoy TAKS Testing, all you school people, you.

Some people still disgust me. No matter what kind of relationship you have, whether if be with a girlfriend or boyfriend or just a friend, one person will care for the other person more. It’s what’s happening now, and I don’t really like it. Oh well.

Have a nice day? Maybe…

Well, today started sorta shih-tah-kee, but ended very nicely, at least close to the end. Zack’s still entertaining me and whatnot, but the Comcast DNS Servers are not.

www.drnx.net and http://drnx.net are two different DNS records. Comcast is stupid and doesn’t know when to update their records, or rather, that they should update them more often. This basically means, in a certain number of people that access the site, they will be sent to my old IP Address… Hopefully by tomorrow morning all DNS Servers will be accurate and pulled from my Nameservers (blah, too much technical BS)!

I’m so glad the six-weeks is over… Now, to do some work!

So pathetic. Why do I even bother explaining anything to anyone? It’s all one big ___ing waste of time.

Rated TV-MA for Adult Language.
You know what? When I’m done talking you’ll think I’m wrong, because I am saying other people are wrong.

You want some good advice? Take this and shov— I mean, swallow it: FALSE HOPE LEADS TO TRUE TRAGEDY. You know what? I’m sick of believing in anyone. No one is capable of making their own decisions. They all leech off everyone else, except me. Here I am, seeing that this and that is going to happen, but no one listens to me. WTF? No one wants to listen to me? Fine! Why am I typing this? Because I know at least a few people read this, so to everyone that does, you are probably one of the people that annoyed me enough for me to be whining like this.

Yes, I’m whining. Gee, I guess I’m wrong, too.

Why do people put such confidence into things after it failed? Observe.

So you buy a car. The rear left door falls off. So you take it for a drive again, and nothing falls off after that. You assume that the car is in perfect working order, and ignore the past.

There is a PAST, a PRESENT, and a FUTURE FOR A FKING REASON! Don’t you people get it?! NO ONE GETS IT! Everyone thinks I’m evil, and don’t know what the FUCK I’m doing here, why I’m here, and think that I am just here to PISS YOU OFF. You know what? YOURE PISSING ME OFF! Yes, YOU! (Well, maybe not you. No point in mentioning names. It’ll only offend the wrong people.)

I’m irritated enough. Go fuck up your lives. I just can’t care anymore. :dodgy: :dodgy: :dodgy: :dodgy: :dodgy: :dodgy:

Before I was all annoyed, I’ve sorted some problems out with David so hopefully we’ll be on the right track again.

Yes, since this is somewhat public I can’t get too personal *sigh* But, of course, this person knows who I’m talking about. I don’t like being tested, but I certainly saw the reason and I am really, REALLY disappointed in myself in the way I reacted… I really do care about this person but I trusted them enough and I didn’t think it would happen… I don’t think we could ever screw up if we just told the truth all the time to each other, which is what I hope will happen again…

I can’t stress enough that now that I realize it, though ____ might have been wrong in doing this, my reaction was even worse… I promise I will try and work on this. False promises are no longer existant. I will now stay true to my word.